Wednesday, November 5, 2008
♥ 1:09 AM
im not going to school later.
will be going over to boyfriend house.
and tomorrow afternoon might be going to orchard to shop.? maybe.
i wanna find somethings that can take my time up.
so that i wouldnt be spending all my cash
cross-stitch.? lazy.
talking about being lazy.
joan is fat. joan is fat. joan is fat. joan tan is fat fat fat.
i admit im fat. i know.
i cant resist temptation of ice cream cakes, and lots and lots of food.
im gonna to skip all my meals. only eating one meal a day.
hate my tummy. hate my round round face.
im 46.6kg now.
before i met boyfriend i was 45.
although 1.6kg doesnt seems much. but i makes a very big different to me.
i want wear back all my xs size clothes, which i threw it all away.
and now my size is one size bigger then the past.
im super fat now.
gonna shake off these fats, which i think its very difficult.
look
joan is lazy to exercise.
joan cant resist temptation.
and what else.?
joan doesnt want to take slimming pills.
most important of all.
joan's boyfriend wants joan to be fat.
i love my blog song.
a very old song
but this song is what i want to tell my boyfriend.
i have
one baby
one darling
one dear
one honey
one boyfriend
but only one jonathan geow. smiles.