wake up with real full bladder. was damn lazy to go to de toilet, i know i cant go back to sleep after rushing to de toilet. hate running to de toilet while sleeping.
lay down back to bed, with side headache and giddiness. and greatest thing is, i cant sleep.
it so early. and i cant help but thoughts. am i really not afraid of that day to come.? or, is it just because that day was yet to reach.? or im just, not afraid alr.? but its friday alr, left with four days more.? can you imagine when i had to fall asleep.?
woke up with 6 msges. like usual, my phone will never stop ring-ing.
i think... esther had gotten jon's virus. de dying-to-be-drama virus.
my dad and i was in my room
dad : what esther crying on phone for.? me : ask your daughter larh. she dont want jason first one leh. dad : yar lorh then cry for what.
dad phone-d esther
dad : what you crying for.? esther : i dont know. de guards been asking me why jason with cindyy. it very embarrassing. i dont know how to go home now.? (got guard so kpo one meh.? finding excuse to complain to my parents or gain sympathy.?) dad : jason want to be with who is their problem. why you cannot come home leh.?
wth. dont want be with de guy, but dont allow de guy to be with others.
i tot my drama ends, and now its esther de director of this.
if you could only see,
my heart belongs to me.
forever yours i'll be.
JOAN
its a love story baby just say yes.
joan tan
071090
why bother to explain
myself to anyone,
cause de one that loves me,
dont needs it
de one that hates me
never believe it
